Thursday, March 25, 2010

It was the kind of kiss that made me know that I was never so happy in my whole life.

I really need to work on the following:

  • Participating more.
  • Being less awkward
  • Feeling free to speak my mind
  • Not being a clingy bitch
On top of all that, I need a job.
I hate the fact that Chris' phone is dead. I know he'll call me when he gets a chance. I'm not mad. I'm not worried. I'm just anxious. And, I feel a little more at home when he's around or when I have the chance to talk to him. I know that sounds weird, but I don't believe in home as a place.
I feel that home is abstract. It can be a place. Or, it could be a person. It could be food. It could be your pet. It's just anything that makes you feel comfortable. It's where ever you want to be or who/whatever you want to be with when you're feeling down or disconnected.
Chris is part of my home, and I miss him.
.....like I said, I really need to work on being less clingy.

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