Sometimes people use thought to not participate in life.

Let's see where I'm at right now.

Kayleah's leaving for California tonight. I still haven't talked to Justin to see if it would be cool if I went to the airport with them. In all honesty, I don't really want to go. I mean, I want to hug Kayleah goodbye and bid her farewell, but I don't want to be stuck in a car with Justin and Heather for three hours on the way home. I'd feel like a terribly huge third wheel the entire time.

A lady is coming by soon to see if she has any interest on taking Milky off my hands. She seems fairly confident that she wants him, but I'm afraid her mind will change once she meets him. I'm sorry that I can't take care of him anymore. I love him to death, but there's no room in this tiny apartment, and I don't have the time or money to care for him like I used to.

I just spent a couple of hours with Chris's friends while he was at work. I agreed to give Ben and Heather a ride to pick up Nick from the airport in hopes of maybe overcoming my awkwardness around them. I managed to loosen up a little, but I still need to work a bit on my social skills. They're all pretty fun and awesome people though. I just hope they don't take my overwhelming need to stay quiet as rudeness.

I have negative $2.09 in my account right now. Those overdraft fees are going to be a bitch when they post. Fuck Chris' need for cigarettes.

I hope soon I can take some shit out of these boxes and maybe it won't look so awful in my apartment.

In other news around The Creek apartments, Peaches found a bicycle in front of the dumpster. He's outside touching up a few spots with spray paint. It's missing a seat, but it's a pretty awesome find. After a couple of hours of coughing from spray paint, it's pretty impressive. I just noticed that he also painted the pedals.

Ahhh, today is a good day.